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goddess-ofthe-night
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PostPosted: Fri Oct 23, 2009 1:45 pm    Post subject: Inactive Reply with quote

Sorry guys for being so slow and quiet

1st of all the least important, when i try to visit the forum it's often 'down'
2nd of all, I'm dealing with heavy emotions right now, my mum who's suicidal that I need to keep an eye on, I keep only one eye off and she already took pills. So i'm really heavy distressed
3rd of all, I'm tired and I mean very tired to have this all around me, I swear if this keeps being up, I swear I'll just take my bags and betta's and leave.
4rt I'm not my happy selves right now, and I don't think I can do much for anyone on this forum nor community while i'm being cornered.
5th I feel right now like I owe somany people (while it's not) a huge favor. Againt his is cornering me a lot, even though it's an own created emotion...

for the rest i can not mention much, but I'll try to be more active and such but really right now is not the best time I'm afraid.

I'm sorry if I failed you guys 'again'
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PostPosted: Fri Oct 23, 2009 1:51 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

I feel bad that your stress related conundrums are the cause of your inactivity, but your real life situations come first. As long as we know you are alive, that is what really matters right now.
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PostPosted: Fri Oct 23, 2009 2:08 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

I have to agree with Rune,in that your life should always come before BonBon.If you need anything let me know and I'll do my best to help in any way I can.
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PostPosted: Fri Oct 23, 2009 3:48 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

I wish I have words of encouragement and wisdom, so I could tell you that your life and the people that are close to you are more important than anything or anyone else, but of course, I lack of vocabulary.^^!

Like Rune had said, Your health is more important than your participation here. Take care of yourself and your mommy, OK? I, too, would try my best to help you in any way. :3
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PostPosted: Fri Oct 23, 2009 4:44 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

Hope everything at home gets better and goes well for you dear.
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PostPosted: Fri Oct 23, 2009 7:06 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

-simply places his hand on goddess-ofthe-night's shoulder in a warm and supportive way-
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PostPosted: Sat Oct 24, 2009 1:57 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

Last night she took a lot of meds behind my back. And yeah i came to her this morning,

I said: I want you to go to the hospital...
she: I want to die here..


my tears are runnin' down my face, i feel like i'll be all alone when she's gone. I know I have friends but there 'online'
I have nobody to turn too here.

I don't know what to do either -_-
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PostPosted: Sat Oct 24, 2009 2:16 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

They are right your life comes before BonBon. I am sorry about your mom... I have never met anyone that is suicidle so i can't tell you i know what you are going though. I would say more but i think i would step on some toes if i did.
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PostPosted: Sat Oct 24, 2009 8:28 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

Just be sure to do what you can and not push yourself beyond that hun. *Gives the little goddess a loving hug.*
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PostPosted: Mon Oct 26, 2009 11:44 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

{hugs and erfs} Poor thing.. once again with more than you deserve on your shoulders.
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PostPosted: Tue Oct 27, 2009 8:29 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

*Hugs* I'm sorry Goddess. I wish I was there to help I really do.
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PostPosted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 2:07 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

Hun. i believe everybody understands that real life is way before internets. Don't push yourself, just do what you feel needs to be doned first. Nobody is going to judge you, and nobody has such right either. Smile
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PostPosted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 12:33 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

hey guys, today i'm doing a tad better, just thought to mention i uploaded some art on my furafinity

some adult content is on it, not much but some

right now i'm still weak, but i'll crawl out of it, aslong i keep doing my therapy and learn, it's all good with me

hope you guys are alright *cuddle*
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PostPosted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 1:13 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

Good to hear, Ms. Goddess.

*picks the cub up, sets her on Lidia's lap, and motherly stroke her back fur.*

Keep taking baby steps and you'll be alright. ^w^
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PostPosted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 1:40 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

Like that snow one you did, always make the fascinating clothes. ^_^
(The angels got a hell of a story though o_o)

Hope you get alot better soon.
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PostPosted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 2:57 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

I'm glad to hear you're feeling a little better. *Gently Cuddles* Just stay strong and you'll pull through
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PostPosted: Thu Oct 29, 2009 7:13 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

Glad that you feel better now. I have at the moment not so good time either, but I already see that light at the end of the tunnel

I hope that you will see it also soon.

Als je nog geld nodig hebt, stuur ik je nog wat. Heb wat voor je apart gezet.
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PostPosted: Thu Oct 29, 2009 10:50 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

Glad to know you are getting better. *Gintly hugs* and look Drodel is done. ^^
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PostPosted: Thu Oct 29, 2009 2:32 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

xivk wrote:
Like that snow one you did, always make the fascinating clothes. ^_^
(The angels got a hell of a story though o_o)

Hope you get alot better soon.


The angel got a story she deserves *gives smooth grin*

i hope to get better, right now i'm collapsin' from tireness

@ henkcobra, het einde van de tunnel? wat ben ik blij voor je dat je het licht ziet, moet zo moeilijk zijn eh t---t
ik zit er nog steeds in, vanwege dat de nieuwe maand komt, da's normaal eh, nieuwe ziekenhuisrekeninge ga'n komen, is normaal, vind dat heel lief van je, maar zet je zelf niet in problemen voor me T___T

@ lidia: MAMA

@ Aaron: *cuddles back* :3 thank you hun t-t i'll do my best

@drofgod: *hugs back* dude, your chara looks awesome, o--------o specially the colors, so snowy like t))))t khuuu *huuuuuuugs*
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PostPosted: Thu Oct 29, 2009 2:37 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

*big hug*

Oh sweety, don't worry...You'll be fine, and everything will get better, I promise.

Please be happy? It kils me to see you sad, sweetheart.
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PostPosted: Thu Oct 29, 2009 2:44 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

well nearly forgot to post for my brother if your wondering hes in hospital for his back but hes glad to hear your feeling better and those pitchers did you draw them because there incredibl very welkdone i love the one of your fursona u put on a diffrent thread keep up the good work
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PostPosted: Tue Nov 03, 2009 2:34 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

dragonfly wrote:
well nearly forgot to post for my brother if your wondering hes in hospital for his back but hes glad to hear your feeling better and those pitchers did you draw them because there incredibl very welkdone i love the one of your fursona u put on a diffrent thread keep up the good work


thank you dear

i hope to have by next week some drawin's up,

also myuuta's comic should be up hopefully the first page, these are just doodle pages, so it's nothing special

i'm glad to hear your brother is doing better, i'm still doing a tad bad *rubs handS*
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PostPosted: Tue Nov 03, 2009 5:59 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

i forgot to add this but awile ago he made a tread about how hes doing but he had an oprstion to have some meatl discks put in his spine to help it but it went wrong and he cant walk anymore i know it sounds horrible but he is actualy more worrid about u then he is him self.
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PostPosted: Tue Nov 03, 2009 12:44 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

dragonfly wrote:
i forgot to add this but awile ago he made a tread about how hes doing but he had an oprstion to have some meatl discks put in his spine to help it but it went wrong and he cant walk anymore i know it sounds horrible but he is actualy more worrid about u then he is him self.


can you link me to the post

and he's more worried about me then himself, he can't walk anymore O___O
the poor guy T_________T Send him all my love t--t-
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PostPosted: Tue Nov 03, 2009 1:13 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

dragonfly wrote:
i forgot to add this but awile ago he made a tread about how hes doing but he had an oprstion to have some meatl discks put in his spine to help it but it went wrong and he cant walk anymore i know it sounds horrible but he is actualy more worrid about u then he is him self.


But is there any chance he will walk again??????

Damm this will put a black mood on me.
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PostPosted: Tue Nov 03, 2009 1:21 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

no there isnt his back completly gave up on him and are stupid computer wont let me make a link to it so i will put a post on it its called back problem so sorry about that dont have a clue why it wont let me.
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PostPosted: Tue Nov 03, 2009 2:15 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

dragonfly wrote:
no there isnt his back completly gave up on him and are stupid computer wont let me make a link to it so i will put a post on it its called back problem so sorry about that dont have a clue why it wont let me.


Men, I'm sorry that you and your brother go to this terrible time.

I wish you all the luck in the world and that something good will come to you both and your family.
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PostPosted: Tue Nov 03, 2009 3:01 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

thanku henk and i have got him a surpize when he can come home i got him a sibral husky puppy hes wantid one for years
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PostPosted: Tue Nov 03, 2009 3:48 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

I can't even imagine what your family must be going through. I run track, so losing my ability to walk would be the end of the world for me.
I wish you and your family all the best in this horrifying time.
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PostPosted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 10:37 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

really horrible hun, really horrible, i wish i could help your brother, t----t
i really wish i could, i'm so sorry t--t
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